
Reflection of 2019
As I reflected over 2019, I found that there were a lot of wins to take note of:
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Survived heart surgery
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Read 13 books total over the year
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Discipled 4 brothers
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Worked on a personal website and deployed it
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Found a job at RetailMeNot after being jobless and started work in December
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And many more...
There were also many things I realized I needed to grow in:
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Cutting back on the amount of youtube and social media I use
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Learning to focus and prioritize time
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Getting burnt out from meeting up with too many people
2020 Theme - "Focus & Rest"
As I've been reflecting over these things and thinking over how I want to live out 2020, I decided I needed to set a theme for the year. This theme would act as a reminder and a guiding point over how I lived my life. Based on the patterns of things I needed to grow in, I decided "Focus and Rest" for two reasons:
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Learning to Focus is essential in order to maturely steward well the things I have been given.
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Learning to Rest is essential, physically, to have the strength and energy to run faster, farther, and smarter, while also, spiritually, allow me to give what I can't control to God and trust in His plans.
I'm excited for what this year has to come. Though I can see how I will need to wrestle with a lot of work, and there will be a huge responsibility when it comes to ministry, I know that there will be a lot of growth, not only personally, but with those around me. Can't wait to live life on life with y'all on it!
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Season of Disobedience
Iâve been reflecting over an interesting conundrum for the past few months.
How can a leader lead if their heart is not for what they follow?
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Misplaced Affections
Have you ever felt those moments where you donât want to exert energy to be noticed by people? To be isolated and alone. At the same time, the embracing feeling of loneliness sparks a desire to be reached out to, even with the paradox of running away?
In those moments, I wrestle a lot with how to act under that desire for acceptance amidst the comfortable loneliness.

Negativity Redeemed
Youâre stupid.
That was the dumbest thing you couldâve ever done.
I canât believe you did that.
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Thatâs what I tell myself so many times a day.
Itâs kind of scary the number of times I say those phrases to myself.
Even when I donât say these negative words aloud, my self-deprecating self finds a way to ease itself into the conversation.
Weekly Collections
Faith
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Ten Questions for a New Year - DesiringGod
"The beginning of a new year is an ideal time to stop, look up, and get our bearings. A great time for us to âConsider our ways.â To that end, here are some questions to ask prayerfully in the presence of God." -
How Do We Respond to Claims That Christianity Is Dangerous? - Ask Pastor John Podcast
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Let Not Food Destroy the Body - DesiringGod
âFood is a good gift from God, as long as we are not consumed with our diets and menu plans.â -
The Name That Opens Heaven: Why God Will Hear Our Prayers - DesiringGod
"To act in his name is to act for his fame. To aim to make him known and admired and enjoyed, as he ought to be."
Entrepreneurship
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The 30 Best Pieces of Advice for Entrepreneurs in 2019
"While itâs tempting to grow as fast as you can in every dimension, itâs the decisions that you say no to that define who you are."
Productivity
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Is Vulnerability a Choice? - FS Blog
_"Being vulnerable is not a choice. Itâs a reality of living. What we do with that vulnerability can either open doors to deeper connection, or throw up walls that stifle growth and fulfillment."_ -
Success & Perception - Brain Lenses
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6 ways to boost your productivity by managing your energy (not your time) - Fast Company
"Energy is a form of power. When itâs high, you feel like thereâs no task you canât tackle. When itâs low, you feel scattered, burnt out, and overwhelmed. Implementing an energy-management strategy in your life will help you channel more of your drive toward your work goals. Hereâs how to focus less on filling slots in your calendar and more on filling yourself up with energy to get more done." -
How to sell good ideas - New Statesman America
"Malcolm Gladwellâs cool, playful intelligence has made him one of our leading public thinkers, and he has a host of imitators. But, in a time of antagonistic debate and polarised opinion, does he still have something to say?"
Verse of the Week
- "The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps."
- Proverbs 16:9